Renewed life..

Do you ever wonder what it would be like without me?

Would your life be better? Quieter? Would you be happier?

All of the things you said.. I do remember.. but actions speak louder... you've even said yourself.

I can't help but think what was wrong with me that you didn't want to stay..

I treated you like a king..
I loved you more than I loved myself..

..for what? Just to be hurt.
But the love I have for you.. covered it up.

Sometimes I sit in silence and travel back to the times of our euphoria..
that shortly had to come to an end...

I question myself everyday...
But all of the stuff you say...

I believe you.

But it's time to move on..
and get over the hurt and the pain...
It's really my choice to either keep it or lose it..

I know you wouldn't lie to me... and if you did.. it means the relationship that we have... has shrivelled up.. has become different than to what it began..

I just want you here...

Everything else is a distant memory.. dust of the past..
Struggling to forget..

But I know we have a special bond..

...tell me how you feel...