Lost, but I'm now found

So today I just had the shock realisation that I don't actually know what I want.

I know where I'm going.. but how to get there is the problem. But that's the part that is not revealed to us because we have to FIND the way. God can tell us where we're gonna end up but we have to take it into our own hands to find out the process to MAKE IT.

That's what kind of happened today. I was asking myself so many questions, and wondering what to do. It's not that I don't have any idea, but the plan is quite cloudy-- and then my little brother, (not biological, but you know you have people that you just take on as family) texts me and asks what is wrong..
And as I do.. I'm always hesitant to say anything.

I tell him and he comes out with this idea... and that's where it all began.

So... I'm gonna go with this idea and see where it gets me-- but it's not for me alone.

Being or feeling lost is not a nice feeling..

I'm found.

Whitney Houston has died

The early hours of Sunday morning.. I'm just aimlessly tweeting and spot a tweet to say that 'Tell me Whitney Houston is not dead'

I frantically google it and the first article that pops up says 'Whitney Houston dies, age 48', still not believing I change the channel on the TV to the news... and it says the same thing.


Rest in Peace Whitney Houston. I am still in shock.. and I pray her family will be kept together.

Wow. You never know when you're going to go..