Friday 28 February 2014

Rainy day Friday

You seeing a trend here?

As I'm sitting on this train with one more stop remaining.
I just wanted to get this question out there..

Why are we so insecure with ourselves? Why can't we see all of the great things in ourselves but we can see it in other people?
Is it easier to accept theirs than our own?

It's a time for change.. Because just doing that can set us back.. We are our own worst enemies sometimes and we cause ourselves to stand still.

Time to move! Time to achieve!

Happy Friday (woop!)

Thursday 27 February 2014

Rainy day Thursday

Well, hello person I cannot see in cyberspace!

It's been a while.. I know. Give me some credit, at least it hasn't been a month!
Anyway.. The new year isn't as bad as it began.. I'm starting to piece together things, and supporting and most importantly improving myself in small ways.
This year is a year of improvement for me because I really need to start moving and making  a mark.

And that leaves my question out to you-- what do you already do that people remember you by? I put on twitter this morning that if you do something and do it well you will definitely be remembered.
For me.. What i've been told many times is I encourage. I don't know how I do it, but I do it! Lol

One desire of mine is to be one of those people that are remembered for always being there and being supportive through the tough times, being that person that never left regardless of what's happened. I would like to be remembered as a person that caused them not to give up.
But there are things about myself I also need to change to be able to be that kind of person.
I want to make a change..

This life.. It's not all about what we want.. It's about others and how we can help them and make an impact in other people's lives..

Have it in mind that you are someone's helper... And just a word can change their life...

x

Thursday 6 February 2014

Nostalgia

Was looking through my writings and found this..



You really don't need to know..

These feelings I've been feeling...

You really don't need to know

How hard I've been trying at healing
Everyday it's a new cut, and you don't even realise

You go about your day, oblivious to what's happening to me
Internally.

The cuts never heal-- blood seeping out of the cracks

But who cares?

You're the straw that broke the camel's back.
I can't take it... you rubbing her all in my face.

Yet you are the one

That I am willing to chase.
All of the hurt, all of the emotions

Were all in vain.

But really, for your gain.

Internally I'm being cut piece by piece.

But what can I do?

I'm here for you no matter what.
Because I love you.