Loyalty

Yesterday I heard a word at church... and it has caused me to reflect. So much.

It made me delve deep into my whole life... myself, my motives... everything.

I'm a firm believer in the Lord because he has definitely been my rock and foundation through some of the hardest times of my life since I was 20.
But the question has arisen... 'How loyal am I to God'? When things are all great and wonderful, I'm happy and praising God.. but when things get tough I always ask God 'Why?'.
When things are good.... why am I not asking him 'What do you need me to do now Lord?'

God isn't someone you pick up whenever you feel like.. once you decide to invite God into your life, that is it-- he is the one who is guiding your life.
It shouldn't be a thing of just acknowledging him when things are good... but when they are bad also.

I'm still reflecting... but it's just some things that are flying around in my head..

#thoughts