What a week..

Well... I seem to have been a bit off the radar right?

I have literally been lost in the abyss of my minds and thoughts it is so unreal.

A lot of what's on my mind, I have yet to be able to comprehend into the words.. they're still visuals in my mind.
It's affected me so much that I'm losing my appetite.. and I'm just.. in a state of silence.

But my God, my Jesus, my Father... he will not allow me to go through anything unless there is a meaning behind it.. I know all of this is just to strengthen me as an individual.

I'm still able to get up everyday with a smile, I'm still breathing.. I can walk.. I can jump.. I can encourage people..

I will praise my God.
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