A writer's point of view..

So bought some stationary... I love it. I get so excited when I get new notebooks and pens and such..

Yeah... I made today my 'writing day' but didn't write that much to be honest. Maybe I need to make it a writing week..

Anyway.

Again... have been thinking..
I was talking to one of my dear brothers on BBM and I was in such a mood of release, I made it known to him about how I thank God for my job because it was one of the things my mother knew before she died.

And for me, or TO me.. I think it made her go in peace at least knowing that I wasn't going to struggle. Because I know my mom and I know that's the last thing she wanted for her children is to struggle.

I dunno... but she died the same day when I got the news of my new job. So... at least she heard some good news.

I miss her. But I know she's resting.

And it really makes you think like, when you lose someone is that when you start to appreciate them? It should start from now--but that's human nature I guess?

But... I always appreciated her, no matter what. Even though I never mentioned it all the time, I did. And I know she knows.

Just some thoughts...

Gonna probably write a bit more actually.

Night night

God bless x

Just a release

Had a busy couple of days, and getting home really late.. that's why I haven't blogged.

But just been reflecting on my life.

Like, I really believe we all need a time where we can just sit down and reflect on what we've done so far, and what we aim to do, and if what we're doing is having an effect onother people.

I was just thinking about myself and what I've done so far.. if I'm impacted or changed someone's life in anyway.. if my motives are correct, and I'm not just thinking about myself, but I'm thinking of other people..

Just loads of stuff.

Because in life, it's always good to be a selfless person, because when you're selfish, in my opinion it's an ugly trait to have, and I think it makes you ugly.. whatever you are inside shows outwardly.

But anyway.. I need to sleep.

God bless x

Get the HAIL outta here!

My goodness gracious-- didn't get the chance to blog yesterday because I got home ultra late from church...

But the storms yesterday were complete and utter madness. Even WITH an umbrella I still got drenched!

I reckon it's the rain built up over all of these months.. because it hasn't rained for I think 2 months? It hasn't rained properly anyway.

The rain quickly changed to pelting hail, and it was madness!
I was just surprised.. I like rain, but not getting caught in it.

Anyway... that was yesterday, and it's now today.

May not get to blog later... so until tomorrow.

God bless
x

So.. this is a must have..

So.. went into Superdrug today and got me one of these!

Was so excited.. must have been the best card I've ever gotten, and it doubles as a mirror.

It's just really cool.

I wonder who thinks up the ideas for these kinds of things?

Anyway, just thought I'd share that with you guys.

Until next time.

God bless x

Fatigue

I haven't blogged since Sunday?

Wow.

Let me just throw this out there, but when you're tired, do you notice that you start to notice intricate things? Like things you wouldn't usually pick up on if you had energy?

Like if you sit down quietly and listen to people talking.. you'd start to pick on stuff.. I can't describe it.

I think I just need to sleep.

Friday is approaching and more thought provoking blogs too...

#random

God bless xx

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Being human...

We are subject to so many things.

I think the biggest thing we have to face is our emotions.

How can they be so powerful that they can actually take over you? If you get what I mean? Especially with emotions such as love and anger? How can a FEELING make you do things and afterwards, you either don't remember, or you feel really stupid after you've done them?

Emotions are natural as a human being.. and I just find it fascinating.

Yeah.

I'm tired...

Half term is approaching and I'm so happy, there's so much to be done!

One thing I'd like to say; Love yourself. Because as you love yourself, you also love God because he created you.. and God is love :)

God bless x

You just never know..

So.. awake early on this beautiful Saturday morning and I'm just thinking about how you just never know what people think of you until they say it.

And yesterday I was told I was beautiful, and a person I would have NEVER expected to tell me that, told me. I was actually astounded for a couple of seconds, and I just thought 'Wow'.

I'm still trying to get myself to take compliments because I'm so not used to it... and I don't want to take them on board and become big headed--I just go 'Thank you' and put it down.

But what I was thinking is, there's people out there who know you or don't know you (Maybe people that see you or never talk to you) But they have a thought of you. Whether it's good or bad, you don't know, but they have a thought and you will never know until they tell you.

Because you're just going around doing your thing unaware of what people have in their minds-- and it's funny because when people tell you, it's so unexpected as well!
But I guess it's a encouragement booster, to let you know that there are people who are thinking good of you, but just don't say it all the time. And it's actually better that way-- it has more meaning.

The same with God.. he has a thought about all of us, and it's always a good thought because he created us to make a difference.

I'm still surprised now.

It's funny!

Beautiful day.. enjoy the sun!

God bless x