And so the new year is approaching...

So much has happened this year... and there's still more that I need to do..

Not saying that I'm disappointed... but I know that there's so much I can do! Even better, I have this sheet where I can plan what I want to do each month next year... pretty much make goals and stick to them!

I've always done that.. but never met them. So I think writing them down and praying about them may make it more concrete.

But nonetheless, I know I've slacked a lot in some areas that need to be rejuvenated as the new year comes. There are things I need to achieve and I WILL!!


Just... God o! Help my brain, I think too much about unnecessary stuff...
That's gonna be one of my new years resolutions...

x

The bitter, bitter cold of December

As I was making my way to work this morning... wearing my pumps with no protection (i.e SOCKS) I froze to death as I stood at my local train station.
As I board the train now, I'm seeing flurries of SNOW!!
The first thought in my mind was 'Oh Lord, how am I gonna get home'

lol.

And then the flurries ceased.

The cold literally bit off at least 3 toes. I was numb!

But the weather is really dropping, I mean even tonight it's supposed to be -4 degrees.

Great, just great.

But experiencing this cold as I commute, and then I have a home to go to.. I am grateful. There are some people who do not have anywhere to go, let alone anywhere to lay their head.. but you and I.. we complain of things (just how I've just ranted about the cold) but we still have shoes and clothes to wear, let alone a place of rest.

The end of the year is always a sign of reflection.. and it's always good to see what we've accomplished and what goals we need to achieve for the forthcoming year..

x

Love knows no boundaries

Right?

When you love someone, you love them unconditionally. Nowadays the word 'love' (which I know has been said so many times, it might as well be a cliche now..)  has been overused. We just say it.. and not actually mean what we are saying.

It's good to let people know that you love them, because life is too short, you shouldn't wait until something happens to the one you love before you decide to tell them..

But really all I'm trying to say here is that love is a powerful emotion... and even in the most hardest, darkest, of times it shouldn't compromise your love.. because if it does it isn't true...

It should stand no matter what the circumstances maybe..

Just more thoughts...

Just.. why?

You know when you just want to know the answer to all the questions that come your way?

..yeah that's not possible.

Too much of everything is bad-- so if you know everything, it can destroy you.. and if you know too little, it can also destroy you.

Sounds like you can't win, can you?

Not the case--it's just in life, there are SOME things that you aren't meant to know, because when you know stuff, it can mess you up!

That's why that saying 'Curiousity killed the cat' exists..



I got an idea for a story I've already started; I need to lengthen it.. and see how it goes...

3 weeks until I finish work! Woop!

A more thought provoking post soon...

And we're back

Anddd I must rekindle with my blog once again.

This week... it's all in God's hands.. whatever he wants to do, let him do it!

I just want to be used as much as possible and effect the lives of so many people. My spiritual mother taught us about selflessness yesterday in service..

We must lead a selfless life.. God will take care of us, as we totally depend on him he will care to our every need.
I know as human beings we have to know how we're going to deal with things, but as long as we trust in him.. everything will be alright..

Like I said previously.. that feeling.. I know I'm going somewhere great..

As time goes on.. we shall see!

Blessings..
xx

Adorn

I am completely in love with Miguel's 'Adorn' right now..

It's that kind of song that you can two step with your hubby/wife.

It's so nice and chilled!

But anyway... I'm learning so much everyday..
All I have to say.. I can feel with all my being that God is taking me somewhere great.

I can't explain it, but as long as I can feel it.. it will come to pass!

Life is just an interesting thing... things may look like nothing is happening.. until the time is up and God shows himself.

I can see everything is falling into place slowly. I just need to endure, be patient and focus.

As well as the new year coming.. A lot is in store..

Yup!

A message of Love

(Literally composed on my BB this morning, completely raw)

Feelings suppressed.. Not soon to manifest..
I just can't, will you fear me?
To know how I really feel? Will it be a burden,

Soon to kill?

 The moments that we shared.. 
 The words that were exchanged..

 The amount of which I cared..
 
 I wouldn't say a waste, but it was only by grace that they were able to be maintained.. 
 
 Scared to reveal the truth, but you were enough to be trusted, the rough edges of my being; smoothed as parts of who you didn't know started to come to light..

 I thought you might.. Just understand me..

 
 The experiences will forever be a memory,
 That will never be forgotten
 Moulded into my heart
 I hope it's the same..
 But I'm truly glad you came..
 
 A heart full of love, just for you..