Writing Inspiration..

I'm trying to rekindle my writing..

I've been writing, but not writing STORIES. And recently, I had a good ol outpour while listening to the Inception OST, and oh my goodness, I think this music just invokes something in me because I wrote something that I never thought I could, I still need to polish it, but it will be something good, I pray.

The music brings forth such emotion, and that is what you need as a writer-- you need to be able to encapsulate emotion--this is what captures readers.. and then there comes the imagery and everything like that.

Writing is an art... and it's something I love and strive to do--because whether you realise it or not, words are very powerful, and it can change people's lives one way or the other.

That's what I want to do.

I will do it, with the help of my God :)

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Ending of the first week of the January

Imagine.. the first week in January is almost over.

I know.. I'm being a little extra.. lol.

Again.. I'm being so reflective--but it's needed. There's some things that need to change, some things that need the heave ho.. some things I need to maintain.. and so much other things that I need to reflect on.

Reflecting is a good thing.. it gives you a chance to check on yourself.. check what you need to improve.. and what you need to achieve..

But thinking too much is not good... as I know, and I still do it.

This year... all I can say is God.. take your seat. I'm beginning to learn to leave certain things to God and not think I can do it all on my own--it's not possible.

Ah.. God will have his way.

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New Year 2012!!

Wow... I cannot believe I made it into the New Year.

I feel happy--even though things are still coming together, I'm in high spirits that something good is going to happen. I really don't know what God has planned--but this year, something has GOT TO GIVE!!

God needs to move in my life, and I need to testify and let people know that there is a living and true God.. and better yet that there is a living and true prophet in the land!

All I can say is... there will be blessings beyond what I have ever imagined this year... and God.. I'm ready!

Happy new year!
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Christmas Eve!

I'm not really that excited for Christmas this year...

I'm looking forward to the new year more and getting what I need to get done.

It's time to move to the next level... we're not all getting younger... time is moving and things are going on we need to get ourselves somewhere!

Just been really contemplating about things--this week until the new year is like a time of contemplation for me.

But regardless... I thank God I am able to see this time and I thank him in advance for what he is about to do.

God bless
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Selfishness

I'm a really selfish person.

Yeah, I do nice things, but at the end of it all, it all toils down back to one person-and that is myself.
We always want things, we always ask for things, and when we don't get them, we moan and complain.


There was a statement I heard today at church about how we look at where we're at now, and if we ask for anything from God, and don't get it, we immediately think there is no God-- yet we don't think about what the future holds.
And it's so true... we're so encapsulated with what's happening now--the situation that is happening now, rather than thinking ahead to where we are going to be.

I'm just sitting here thinking my head out about so many things.

God will help me.

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One of those days...

So much for posting that blog--i've even forgot what the topic was!

Just been in a really pensive state today thinking about a variety of things, but just mainly thinking about the fact 2012 will be here very VERY soon.

Asking those questions.. what have I accomplished this year? I haven't really done anything that I can say 'Yes, I accomplished this'

Next week, I really want to sit down and start planning stuff I need to do for the forthcoming year. Time is ticking. Not saying I'm rushing, but I need to start making movements and setting milestones for myself.

I can't just be here idle and not do anything.. God has something for me to do.. but until I make a move, it won't get done.

*sigh*

God bless
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The realisation of it all..

That the year will be finished in about 3 weeks.. and I'm going to be 24 next year!

*gasp*

But... this entire year just has gone too quickly-- is it me or does every year seem to zoom by faster?

Anyway... again, I know I haven't blogged for a while... I really need to set my priorities straight again because I was having a talk with my brother and I outlined that I'm getting really lazy, because when I come home from work I don't feel like doing anything but sleeping..

But in order to play hard, you need to work hard too right?
And generally as woman, there are things we need to polish up.. and I'm at that stage now.

Gotta stop being lazy!

I also feel like my communication with God is running dry as well.. like it's starting to diminish.. that has to be sorted out asap. I can't be having that.

I'm going to strive to blog again later because there is something I have been thinking about...

Till later,
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