All wrapped up in my duvet.. I can't thank God enough for what he has done in my life..
As much as I have been stubborn and hard of hearing I do believe God has my back...
There's always a million and one things flying in my head.. But most of it.. 98 percent is irrelevant..
I'm just thankful.. And anxious to what else God has in store..
Seeing as I've missed the first Sunday to blog.. Which was an amazing day..
This Sunday not so amazing....
Thoughts decided to terrorize my mind for the past week and mess with my spirit.. My mood.. My week.
There were days that were a little better off than others.. I dunno if I'm just being extremely critical of myself or I'm just making more mistakes...
Only God knows... But I'm slowly getting out of this mental quick sand..
*sigh* I guess it's because i'm really expecting to do and achieve a lot this year... And I don't want to let myself down...
Because time certainly flies and I don't want December to come and have done nothing..
And on top of that.. My birthday is in 6 months too.. Not getting any younger out 'ere!
Change is most definitely evident..
On the plus side... I'm still here and God loves me :)
Happy Sunday x
Oh Lord take me away from the hurt and pain..
Oh Lord alleviate the excessive strain..
My body..
My mind..
Shouldn't I be in line?
What am I supposed to do.. The internal struggle slowly manifesting itself outward..
The strength to stay afloat is slowly fading away...
What do I gain?
More pain
More unhealed wounds?
Let the wind chill slowly numb me..
