Pollen Attack

Hayfever can be a real.... Yeah!

But today has been a day of such deep thought and evaluation of myself..
I feel that I'm starting to become passive... and I don't really want to go back there...

I just need to.. sort me out.

I will... eventually.


My eyes are actually stinging..

G'night!

Going back..

So.. I gots my new phone...!

And within a week the back of my phone is already cracked.. x_x

It didn't fall from a death defying height... it gently slipped off my lap and onto the CONCRETE ground.
It's not too bad and it's not the front of the phone so... yeah.

ANYWAY.

I miss reading. I miss writing (stories).. so what I've done is.. I've purchased myself 2 books.. and I'm gonna start reading again-- I haven't read anything fictional for a very long time.. and I need and want to get myself back in the loop.. I miss my writing being an outlet for my pain and emotions.. it still is.. but not to the extent it used to be.

But the two books I've ordered were 'The Hour I First Believed' by Wally Lamb (Who also wrote, She's come undone which I've read 3 times and is one of my favourite books) and 'On the Island' by Tracey Garvis-Graves
So I'll lose myself a little in those two books.

Update with my videos... I WILL start very soon.. I just need to sort out my phone (because I also managed to chip a little of my front screen camera-- I fell down on the way to work one day and went WHAM on the floor.. with my phone..)
But it's not too bad.. I may just need someone to film me doing it...

But I have to do them.. I always feel like I have something to say.. and that means something for me.

But yeah... trying to turn my 2013 around a little bit.. I've been a little deviated and distracted.. I need to get back on course.

Lord help me..