During the holidays..

So I'm in the last week of my Easter Holidays... and it's been such a reflective time.. and just thoughtful time.. I don't even know where to begin.

I'm really, really, really trying not to worry about things... but when you see an incredibly low amount as your bank balance, and you still have however so weeks until you get paid again.. you begin to wonder. But to flip it, at least I have a job, where I can look forward TO getting paid.. rather than completely wondering where another lump sum of money will come..

So I'm grateful to God for that..

I'm really trying to adopt this whole 'not worrying' thing... because really, why DO we actually worry? Is it because we have nothing to do with our minds when we're not actually busy with all the one million things we have to do during the day? Is it because we don't believe we will get any help from anywhere else so we want to put it in our own hands, and we don't even know what to do??

Worrying just adds stress.. and stress manifests into so many different sicknesses and diseases that have no portion in our lives!

Lord in heaven... I feel like I'm being grinded and pounded into pieces---theoretically/figuratively speaking.

I'm growing up! lol :)

Easter and all that Jazz...

It's been a longggg couple of weeks, or month or what should I even say..

I haven't updated for a long while.. it's been a time of reflection, re evaluation, everything.. all I'm thankful for is the upcoming Easter holiday.. I've mentally been so drained.. and wondering what's going to happen in the next couple of months.. wondering what God's gonna do in the next couple of months... there's so much I'm anticipating.. and so much I'm expecting to happen...

But.. it's late. I'm tired... and I'm thankful to God.


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