'Call me Crazy...'

Wow.


I only realised the other day that I haven't updated for sometime now!

It was a beyond hectic day last week.. and I've just been really tired, and trying to catch up on rest.

But today, let me tell you what happened.

So.

I was SUPPOSED to have been helping someone out, and he cancelled, so I travelled to an area for no reason.

Going back home now; I'm at the train station and this Jamaican dude is coming to me and says 'I'm taking you with me, and you're never going home again'

What in the world...?

I said to the guy, 'You need to go home and sleep'
And then the guy tries to reach out for my arm to take me

I raised my voice and went, 'Go get on your train and GO HOME.'
And he ran to the train.

That left me FUMING. If I wasn't careful I would have given the guy some slap.
But then again.. it all goes back to not fighting against flesh and blood... it's all biblical.

Eh.

It was just really weird how it happened.
And that just again confirms that there are things in this world.

But anyway.
I got home safe..
I thank God.

End of
God bless
x

What a long day.

I've hurt my right side, so doing some stuff today was a weeny bit difficult.. all achy and what not, but I thank God that I was able to endure through the day!

Today was an alright day, actually. It went by relatively quickly.. and yeah, there was a lot to be done.

Just can't wait for Friday.

Once again, since I had some long bus journeys, it caused me to think about a couple of things, and... yeah. Life.. is something.

But have a think of this quote..

"A friend is one who believes in you, when you have ceased to believe in yourself"

God bless
x

Confirmation

For a while now, I was wondering if my mother would ever visit me in my dreams..

I'm going a little spiritual here, so if you get lost on the way.. well, you do.

I had a dream/vision a couple of days ago and I saw her-- and prior to that I was talking to one of my dear brothers on BBM once again about making her proud and what not.. and what I saw is my mother was looking down at me like how you look into a well, and she was just looking and smiling; she wasn't saying anything. She looked so well, she looked like how she did when she was 40.. before all of the sickness started. She looked so happy.

I know she's resting.. and I know now she must be happy and I am making her proud.

x

In the eyes of God...

We are good.

He has created us in his own image and likeness. I was just thinking to myself this morning when I was getting ready for church, if God has made us in his own likeness, does that include our personalities? Our personalities is what differentiates us, yes, but there must be some of that in God..?

It was just a thought.

But where I'm getting at is, God has created us in a way, and has marked us in a way where he will know it's us.
Like... let's say you have a stammer, what you think is a 'deficiency' or something that is a downfall to you, in God's eyes, that's how he locates you.
God KNOWS us... he is the one that intricately and intimately made who we are..

And the way God sees us and the way man (women and men) see us are completely different. Someone may see us as.. whatever, but God sees us in a way we can ever imagine.

God has destined us for something... and that something is what we are going to discover in this journey of life...

Got a lot on my mind.. thinking about so much.. my heart is racing and God knows why.

He is my all.

God bless
x

Just one of those days..

You know when you have one of those days where everything just goes wrong... and better yet, you wake up in an indescribable mood?

Today, it was raining... and I really hope that my mood had nothing to do with it.. but I was just in some... sad/mellow/melancholic/passive I don't even know kind of mood. The day just dragged... and almost everything was going wrong..

Yeah.

So firstly, I'm glad the day is over. Because believe it or not, today can never come back.. once it's gone, it's gone. Unless you have a magical remote like in 'Click' where you can rewind and fast forward your life..

OTHERWISE! Never coming back.

Anyway.

Been thinking about things.. that I OVER think about and I don't even feel like bringing it back up again.

Just did my bit of 60 second writing.. it's really helpful.
Part of the whole thinking is my writing... I'm writing.. but not writing like what I wanna write if that makes sense? I'm writing more articles than stories.. and I have ideas.. but when I actually DO get time, I don't do it?

Just need to discipline myself.. time is ticking.

Sheesh.

Regardless of all my moaning.. I thank God. He's sustained me. I'm still here. I'm alive.

Thank you God...

x

Fresh. Renewed.

Every week is a new chance..

But today in particular, I feel so different-- so free---so renewed.

It's a nice feeling and I pray it stays and never leaves.

But today has been really good. The day was very productive.. one thing I've realised is... no matter what, we complain.

We have food. Yes. But if the food is 'different' we comment on it, and moan. We want it to be warm. Yes. If it gets hot, we complain. If it rains, we complain.

It's... just.. funny.

LIFE is funny.

Really.. I'm just glad I'm alive. Nowadays I don't take being here for granted anymore because it can be taken in snap.

I know I'm here to do something great...
And so are you.. :)

Night Night
God bless

x

What a day it has been!

You know.. everything that happens has been planned by God already.. we just need to reach that day in order to experience what's in store.

Life is so funny...

I don't have much to say, but today has just been an awesome day... and God is just wonderful.

God bless
x

Impact

I went to an event today, and there was a short exhortation, and the content of it was so emosh it actually got me thinking. This is the second time I'm writing about it, (I wrote it on my FB, but I'm going to write it in more depth here)

The guy that was speaking was speaking about 'Generational Impact', and said "Your life must have an impact' And it made me think, 'Have I impacted anyone?'

Because the reason why we are living is NOT in vain, we are not living for ourselves, but we are living for others, and in my case, I'm living for Jesus.

Our lives should be able to impact or influence someone else. That's why when we go through things, we shouldn't just take them as tragedies or things that we can never get out of.. but they are more like chapters in a story that people are meant to have knowledge of.

Because you know, not everyone is supposed to go through things. If we've gone through, we have the power and the knowledge to not allow someone else to go through what we did.

That's all part of impacting someone.
Helping
Supporting
Mentoring

Whatever the case maybe, as long as you've touched the life of that person... they can never forget about you.

And that's another thing, so many people gathered to appreciate this one person on his birthday, and it's like, that is such an honour, to have people come and speak good about you-- and how you've touched their lives.

All glory goes to God because it's God that is using us-- and the fact we have touched lives like that--- wow.

But yeah, just been reflecting since then and it really makes me think.. even if I have impacted someone, there are still people out there that need an encouraging word, a hug, a sympathetic ear...

Why can't you be that person?

Anywho..

God bless
x

Internal happiness..

You know when just the little things in life cause you to just feel so happy inside of you?
It doesn't necessarily have to be something someone says, but just seeing someone that you care about, a hug, a smile, a kind gesture.. just those things that make you feel so wiggly inside.

Wiggly in a good way of course!

The whole 'action speak louder than words' montage comes into play, but today just having people around that care about you is enough.

It's a beautiful thing.

Just felt like sharing!

Back to work this week... holiday time again in July.

I'll live. :)

God bless x

It's June!

Was meant to blog yesterday... and tiredness completely took over.

Anyway, on the fifth of this month it will be literally a month until my birthday.

Oh my gosh!

Getting 'maturer'

lol.

But everyday I have to thank God.. because when we're asleep, we are completely unaware with what's going on around us.. what's going on generally.. because we're not awake.
But God... being our helper, protector, keeper.. he keeps us until the day breaks. And if that's not enough to thank God.. then I dunno what is.

There's so much going on that people are unaware of in the world, and in people's lives... but by the time we're aware of it, it's too late..

Time to open our eyes ay?

Just a thought.

God bless (May blog later) x