Thursday 14 March 2013

Be bold

So.

I think I've decided I want to do this.

I've just started a new writing project.. or more loosely, a novel.. MAYBE.. I'm still undecided of the length.
The story is provisionally entitled 'Triangle' and it's about a whole lot of emotional, cultural and self issues.

It's loosely based on myself.. I'm not going to give a lot away because the project is still in the working stages. I had the biggest fear of writing this.. but the way it's stayed in my mind, and the way I keep on feeling to write this-- it needs to be written.

Maybe it's not for me.. maybe it's for someone else who needs to read this and not feel guilty, maybe it's for someone who has held a secret for so long and feared to say anything for fear they will be judged.. I don't know.. but I'm going to stop being a coward and write it...

..and God will do the rest.

This may be the outlet I need to release my own self..

Who knows.

I will reveal more as time goes on..

Monday 4 March 2013

And so...

The thoughts and the feelings and the emotions decided to flood up my vision sight.

Have you ever thought why you are friends with certain people? Or how you became friends with certain people? I know it sounds like such an idiotic thing to question or think about.. but I think about those things!

Do you remember how you even met your best friend, or the people that you call friends? I really believe that how everything happens is somehow intertwined...


But yeah, I was asking myself so many questions and thinking why the people I'm friends with are my friends and why they want to be my friends and what we have in common and a million other things floating around in the black hole I call my mind.


But then I came to the realisation that there are actually some friends that you have nothing in common with, but they're just meant to be there for a specific purpose, and then obviously the ones that you do share a common ground with are there for that, and to bounce ideas off each other and encourage etc..


But yeah!

Just random.


lol.

(and yes I do realise I haven't posted for a while.... Gonna come back to my nightly blogs :))