Just.. why?

You know when you just want to know the answer to all the questions that come your way?

..yeah that's not possible.

Too much of everything is bad-- so if you know everything, it can destroy you.. and if you know too little, it can also destroy you.

Sounds like you can't win, can you?

Not the case--it's just in life, there are SOME things that you aren't meant to know, because when you know stuff, it can mess you up!

That's why that saying 'Curiousity killed the cat' exists..



I got an idea for a story I've already started; I need to lengthen it.. and see how it goes...

3 weeks until I finish work! Woop!

A more thought provoking post soon...

And we're back

Anddd I must rekindle with my blog once again.

This week... it's all in God's hands.. whatever he wants to do, let him do it!

I just want to be used as much as possible and effect the lives of so many people. My spiritual mother taught us about selflessness yesterday in service..

We must lead a selfless life.. God will take care of us, as we totally depend on him he will care to our every need.
I know as human beings we have to know how we're going to deal with things, but as long as we trust in him.. everything will be alright..

Like I said previously.. that feeling.. I know I'm going somewhere great..

As time goes on.. we shall see!

Blessings..
xx

Adorn

I am completely in love with Miguel's 'Adorn' right now..

It's that kind of song that you can two step with your hubby/wife.

It's so nice and chilled!

But anyway... I'm learning so much everyday..
All I have to say.. I can feel with all my being that God is taking me somewhere great.

I can't explain it, but as long as I can feel it.. it will come to pass!

Life is just an interesting thing... things may look like nothing is happening.. until the time is up and God shows himself.

I can see everything is falling into place slowly. I just need to endure, be patient and focus.

As well as the new year coming.. A lot is in store..

Yup!

A message of Love

(Literally composed on my BB this morning, completely raw)

Feelings suppressed.. Not soon to manifest..
I just can't, will you fear me?
To know how I really feel? Will it be a burden,

Soon to kill?

 The moments that we shared.. 
 The words that were exchanged..

 The amount of which I cared..
 
 I wouldn't say a waste, but it was only by grace that they were able to be maintained.. 
 
 Scared to reveal the truth, but you were enough to be trusted, the rough edges of my being; smoothed as parts of who you didn't know started to come to light..

 I thought you might.. Just understand me..

 
 The experiences will forever be a memory,
 That will never be forgotten
 Moulded into my heart
 I hope it's the same..
 But I'm truly glad you came..
 
 A heart full of love, just for you..